Apr 18 2012
Little pretty black girl. Please dont cry. I know it hurts now. But it will get better I promise you that. Little pretty black girl. Dont listen to the people that hate. Your a threat to them so they try to tear you down. Because of your talents and the beauty that you are. Little pretty black girl. Your voice will be heard one day. Keep working at it and believe in yourself. It’s right there for you to grasp. Little pretty black girl. Dont listen to those bad boys. That hurt you so deeply and carelessly. They didnt deserve a jewel as precious as you in the first place. Little pretty black girl. You are so strong. Dont let the evil take you power from you. Keep it for yourself. And stay with those that can protect you from harm. Little pretty black girl. Know how beautiful you are. Just like the women you love and admire. You are worth so much more than you realize. Make sure you stay with the one special person. Who recognizes and treats you as you deserve. Little pretty black girl. You suffered and lost. But one day you will see a great gain. Take care of your wonderful family. Without as many worries and most importantly. Without acting like a little adult. Little pretty black girl. Take a deep breath. Not all of it is over just yet. Still reach for the star’s. Continue to heal from every single scar that’s left. To be contiued… :)
Feb 28 2012
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Feb 28 2012
Never really been one to fall in love with the idea of a fairytales. Reality kept me from living in dream land. I have been searching for possitive attention from boys and I have been boy crazy in the process. The need for attention lead me to destructive relationships and now that im older, now that im smarter, and, now I can find my real Prince Charming. Now I can have that fairy tale. Because I have been through it all and I deserve this. It will come to me I just have to wait for it. My heart is open to it. They are all coming at me I have to pick out the right one. I wont except disappointment this time im gonna get what I want.
May 11 2011
Be happy. Smile. Enjoy the people around you that care. Love the person that loves you flaws and all. Follow your dreams and never let anyone tell you that you cant do something. Take the time to heal from your past and give yourself a better future.
May 03 2011
I dont know what to do. There is a place in my heart that needs you. And its big. Time seems so slow in the moments we cant talk or see each other. I pray it ends soon. I want you here all the time. And im going through so much it would really help if I could talk to the one person who understands me the best…Right now im just killing time. Until I can hear your voice or be in your presence again…
Apr 21 2011
Scars on my face from the battles I had. Side effects I still have from what you did said and called me. Still have anxiety im comstantly in a struggle. Sometimes im still scared thinkin for a second that you might come back. But then I remember that your behind bars. Locked up like an animal. So for now im safe. For right now all I need to do is heal. Im not the little girl I was when you were slamming my face into the ground. Im a young woman now. And what you tried to do didnt word. I see these scars and I still feel beautiful. And my light still shines bright. But I do still hurt inside. Tears still fall from my eyes. But I thank you for teaching me how strong I can be. Im letting myself live for the very first time.
Apr 12 2011
I let you come in. Come into my life. Show me things I never saw before. I let you see my soul. You heard my life story. I told you about the darkest times in my life. I let you see everyside of me. Good or bad. I let you see me. See my soul and my spirit. I let you in my heart. And I dont regret any of it. I think it was the best descision I ever made because…I let you love me. <3
Dec 10 2010
I came up with what I think each letter in this word stands for. L stands for life. Sometimes things wont be easy but that one special person helps you rise above it all. O stands for opinion. You gotta let your bf or gf know how you feel about a situation. V is for voice. Say how you feel about who your with and what needs to change. E is for eventually. That may sound weird but if you dont try this out you will never know what could happen so wait it out for the future.
